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Khang by Neko Torukoishi on Monday, July 11, 2011 at 3:08am Would U watch your love one go away from you. Or would you have ran to them and tell them how much you care for them. How much you love them! Never let them leave your grasp. Or you will feel so empty inside wanting to burst in tears. (I feel that way now. I feel so empty) Babe. It might been a couple of hours since I just talked to you. But why do I miss you. I hope your reading this Babe. Khang, I’m sorry for always bothering you. Making you to come see me, wasting your time, always making you think, making you jealous, bringing up the past, being a worried butt, being a jealous bitch and being ignorant. I’m always worried that you might look at another girl and “want her”. Always worried that if you are with another girl that you will think “Wow, why aren’t I with her? “. Always worried if someone will take advantage of you and do things I do not wish to say out loud. Always worried about you … I would’ve ran after you when you left to go home today but I couldn’t face it. I should’ve. But I’m scared to loose you and to be the only one in love. I thought you’d come back. But you didn’t, and I was regretful that I didn’t stop you in the first place. Yeah, I sat there with blasted music in ears and a mouth full of food, but I just could not swallow. I curled up my head on the table and couldn’t stop thinking about you. I knew you were mad at me for not responding, I’m sorry for making you misunderstand me so much. I never intended on making you sad or feel lonely. Khang, I really love you… I really adore you… I really like you… I really want you. Even if we didn’t meet the exact way we planned or wanted, I’m still glad that I met you the way we met because who knows, it might took forever more to finally meet. Yes, In this county “I love you ” is such an over used word. Its a word of affection to others to show that they love how that person does what they do or says what they said. Or even in some cases. In the slur of the moment. “I’m sorry ” is also one of those over used words. Saying sorry to a little thing or just to reassure the person. But when “I’m sorry ” is a contract of forgiveness and will to change. Khang, I really don’t care how many time you tell me that you love me. —just don’t over use it like Hitch— I like to be reminded on how much you care and think about me… so please don’t keep your thought to yourself…? I will always want your call, and always want to call you… or even text you. To wake up everyday, just waiting to see you, I just get butterflies waiting for your calls or text days in and nights out. When I see you I cant help but to smile and stare for even a quick second. I get this warm fuzzy feeling whenever you look at me!! Cheezy as it is, I can go on and on but I don’t want to make you sound like a girl lol.I just cant live without you. Life would be so frickin boring. I’d just go back to my love Anime and Manga and their children Musick and Asian dramas :) Sorry this note is so fucking long, I wanted to get down on what I think about you and whats on my mind. I didn’t edit it… so sorry if its fobish. So I’ll stop bothering you on your sleeping and eating… since I’ve been bothering you about it, it seem doesn’t steer you to eat or sleep better anyways. If you want to eat, eat. If you want to sleep, then sleep. And guess what EVERYONE. I guess I’m “WHIPPED”.

WHO!!!!????

no-reblog-nekotmp:

I feel so selfish trying to keep your smile and laughter for myself.

-khangllll what do you mean!?

….miss my soccer team right now…wish im there on the team kicking ass!!

NOT REALLY excited but still….the only thing I want is to spend time with my girlfriend…thats all I really want…I hate getting gifts..!!